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Avenyl
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HELLO EVERYBODY.

MY NAME IS EMMA, BUT YOU MAY KNOW ME AS BLUE.
YOU CAN CALL ME HOWEVER YOU WANT THOUGH. AND IF YOU'RE BRAVE ENOUGH, YOU MAY CALL ME BY MY NICKNAME: EMUSCUSCUSCULUSCUSCUS.
I'M A TEENAGE ARTIST FROM CROATIA, AND I HAVE BEEN DRAWING FROM WHEN I WAS STILL A KID. I AM SELF TAUGHT, AND GOT WHERE I AM NOW WITH LOTS OF PRACTICE. I AM FAR FROM PERFECT THOUGH. IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS THAT COULD HELP ME IMPROVE, THEN BY ALL MEANS SHARE THEM WITH ME! I WOULD BE GLAD IF YOU CRITIQUED, EVEN HARSHLY IF NEEDED.
I DON'T MIND IF YOU DROP BY JUST TO SAY HI, I'M ALWAYS UP FOR CONVERSATIONS.
I LOVE TO TALK, AND IF I'M GIVEN LOTS OF SPACE, I WON'T STOP TALKING. BEWARE OF THAT.
ANYWAY, I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY MY ART!

AND YOU JUST WITNESSED MY ENDLESS TALKING ABILITIES. XD



BY THE WAY
Commissions - Closed by SweetDuke
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Hi guys, long time no see! Hear. Read. Whatever.
Anyway, mood swings have been hitting me like a rollercoaster lately and I just can't decide how I'm feeling.
Wanna do something fun? BAM. Ha ha no, loser. Go to your room and pity yourself.
Wanna go and study? You know you need it BAM ! How about we go and sleep instead?
Wanna hang out with your friends? Pff, those aren't your friends. They don't even talk to you. Let's just do...nothing.

Somehow those seem like good ideas. .-.

I've been trying to get my mood up for days now, but all I ended up doing was buying a lot of chocolate. Didn't help much.
Anyway, I really should study. And I do. But I just can't seem to do anything anymore.
And my confidence has been dropping drastically too. I used to be proud of my grades and my life. Now I just look back and see how good I once was and how much faith people had in me. Now I can't walk past my mother without looking down. I know I disappointed her. I disappointed them all, including myself.

Oh god, this got so long. I'm thinking about deleting it (who the hell wants to read my venting anyway xD) and just saying nothing, but I suppose I just feel better. So I'll just leave this here.

Anyway, here's the tag! I was tagged by Prince-Of-Sin.

1) You must post these rules. 

2) Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag.

3) Choose 10 people and put their icons in your journal.

4) You have to legitimately tag 10 people. (Not in the mood, really.)

5) No tag-backs.

my laptop just restarted but the journal was saved what

1) Do certain colors mean things to you?
~No, not really, but I connect colors with emotions sometimes.

2) Favorite games?
~Hmm... probably Okami or Spyro. The old ones. Haven't played any PC games yet.

3) Have you had a bad experience with game communities?
~No. Luckilly.

4) Have people laughed at your insecurities before? (I.e. when they joke of sensitive subjects.)
Yes, and it lead to me developing social anxiety and trust issues.

5) Favorite up-beat song?
~Not sharing. c:

6) Favorite down-beat song?
~Not sharing this one either.

7) Show some favoritism; who are your favorite online and offline friends?
~Hell naw.

8) Do you know about TBOI:R? (The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth)
~I do know about it. Never played it though.

9) Do you think people deserve respect if they're ignorant, regardless of anything that defines them?
~I have this rule, I respect whoever respects me. If they decide to do something I dislike, I won't respect them anymore.

10) Favorite funny quote/comic?
~As long as I'm concerned, Tumblr is an endless source of funny junk. Including quotes. Hard to pick only one.

About the questions... nobody does these anyway. So I suppose I'll just skip it?

Anyway! To the point!
Does any of you know where I could get somebody to make me a journal skin? I would pay, of course? Or even better, does any of you know how to do it? I'd pay you. c:
I have a background drawn, but I'm pretty confused when it comes to... well, everything.

Also, would you be interested in me creating a Tumblr art blog? I know no one cares, but still. Maybe somebody would like to see my process or WIPs? I would probably post those there.

Anyway. Thank you for you attention.
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: The radio
  • Reading: A Discovery of Witches
  • Watching: Sleepy Hollow
  • Playing: Okami
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Coffee

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:icon24-7anxiety:
24-7Anxiety Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Your dragons are so adorable.
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:iconavenyl:
Avenyl Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015
Thank you!
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24-7Anxiety Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Np!
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dragonfreak1112 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
:wave: hey :D
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:iconavenyl:
Avenyl Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
Hello C:
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dragonfreak1112 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
how are you doing? ^^
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:iconavenyl:
Avenyl Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
Pretty good. I just wrote an another chapter of my novel. How about you?
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ToffyNaNa Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Student Digital Artist
*flops* I give you de giff uf Preemum membership. Flah <3
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Avenyl Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015
TOFF :iconcannotevenplz:
YOU 
WHY
I WILL LOVE YOU :heart::heart::heart:
I CANNOT EVEN FFFF
I DID NOT EXPECT THIS TO HAPPEN
I WAS NOT PREPARED
BUT I WILL WORSHIP ;u;
FOREVER
:iconcryforeverplz:

btw note me senpai <3
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ToffyNaNa Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student Digital Artist
BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT
I WANNA SEE YOUR PAGE BECOME A BUUTIFALL BUTTERFLY 
NOTED DEAR <3
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